I come from a pretty large
family on both sides. Ever since I can remember, relatives were always
reminding me of how much I looked like, and behaved like my dad. Even today I’m
told that I look more and more like him. I have his sense of humor, his
compassion, his views…etc.
My dad was my hero and I’ve
always wanted to be just like him. I’ve patterned many aspects of my life after
him. My dad enlisted in the Army at 16 years old, I enlisted in the Marines at
19; dad boxed in the military, I began boxing 2 years prior to my enlistment.
Dad answered his call to
preach the gospel, and finally I answered my call. However I must confess that
when I remember my dad, I’m reminded that I haven’t completely measured up to
his image. I’ve had speed-bumps, self-inflicted wounds, and have often gotten
off course during my journey to follow in his footsteps. Sometimes I beat
myself up when I fail in the pursuit of dad’s life.
But somehow I know deep
within that dad would be proud of what I’ve been able to accomplish despite my
short-comings.
Indecently, the same holds
true in comparison to my life as a follower of Christ. When I think of the
sacrifice that he made for me inspite of myself; how Christ willingly left his
throne in glory to die not only for my sins past, present, and future; but for
those of the entire world, I’m driven to emulate his life…
“When I think on the goodness of Jesus,
and all that he’s done for me; my soul cries out hallelujah, I thank God for
saving me…”
However, looking at the
life of Christ is a constant reminder that I do not measure up, I am still so
very flawed, and often times I’m in the company of people who are equally as
flawed as I am.
(Ref.
Isaiah 6:5, Romans 3:9-11 & 23, 5:12)
Yet he still loves me, and
just like my earthly father; Christ gives me his undivided attention, grants me
access to his heart, protects and makes provision for me despite the many times
I fail or get off track.
The more I read his word,
the longer I stay in his presence, the more I communicate with him, I’m driven
to become more and more like him. (Ref.
Romans 6:4, Ephesians 1:17, Philippians 3:10, 1st Corinthians 2:16)
I want to love like him,
be as compassionate as him, acquire his humility and meekness; and I want to
serve him by becoming a better servant to others.
Jesus said that we are the
light of the world, and in being so, our lives should be as such that when the
world looks at us, they should see and glorify our Father in heaven. (Ref. Matthew 5:14-16)
Everyday I desire to emulate
my dad, and everyday I live to emulate Christ. After-all, he is my Father.
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